I’ve returned to a more realistic style in this painting. I’m beginning to understand how difficult abstraction, and looseness in marks is to achieve. Its like learning meditation, you realize how fidgety and intense the mind can become when your trying to just relax. Let go. Its good though, the journey teaches you about the destination. I’ll learn more about abstraction and learn more about letting go by being more intense now. Its important to be here now, what ever that may entail.